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Name: emma
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Miami
Birthday: 7/7/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: "love and passion,
pain and pleasure,
grief and comfort,
love and passion,
pain and pleasure."
love, pain, music. questions?
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/9/2003
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massive rambling about people from my past. if you think you're one of them, and might possibly be offended by them, well, don't read it.
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| so let's hear it for not being pregnant.
week and a half til i go home and am officially done for this year. on tap for the summer? 2 full time jobs, housesitting for a few weeks, a week in dc/allentown, and buying a car once i get back to miami august 1st.
buying it myself. as in, parents aren't helping me with it. as in, i'm fucking awesome.
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| fitting anniversary thoughts, no? 2 years since i broke up with cal, 2 years since i last cut myself, and today is the first time i've honestly thought again about drawing metal across my skin. i can't stand this stupid stress. so i'm doing something new, and choosing to ignore it.
i CAN make it through these next four weeks. i WILL succeed in all that i have to do between now and may 16th when i fly home. i still have that control.
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| he knows he can't come here high, or in possession, or whatever. he knows i hate pot, hate smoking in general.
so he comes over tonight and we start making out and i can't taste it, but i can smell it on his breath still. GROSS. i tell him what a turn off that is, and that i can't hook up with him tonight cuz, um, i'm grossed out. so he's just like okay well i'm gonna go since i skipped a friend's recital to come hang out with you.
um, what the hell? so i give him a look and he leaves.
someone tell me why exactly, then, i burst into tears when he closed the door? hormones be damned.
good thing we're just fucking, or i might actually care. lol.
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